alya ngantuk lg sbnrnye nie..tdo lmbt as usual..
pg2 lg mama dh kejut suro basuh baju..adeyh..
nie pown lom mndi lg..hehe
btw ley x kalo alya nk cter psal my 1st love kt cnie?? rse2nyewr dia mrh x ??
hopefuly x la kowt..coz alya yakin dia tak tahu alya ada wat blog nie kn..
tp kalo dia jmpe gak..sorry la ea..
alya tgh rindu glewr kt dia skrg niey..ngeeee~ ;D
well...nme dia ejat..alya start kenal dia mse alya form 4 n dia form 5..alya yg kaco dia dulu..dpt no dr adik..
pstu misscall2 bnyk kali..beselaa..bdk2 kn..xde keje crik keje..haha..
lgpown adik ckp dia tgh hot kat skola mse 2..fyi dia satu skola ngn adk alya..tp alya skola laen..
bila alya kaco2 dia x lyan lngsung..alya ingtkn dia ni mmg jnis x lyan pompuan..kire bgusla 2 kn..
tp dia hot kt skola pown sbb dia player..cmne 2 ??
then..setelah bberapa hari berikutnya..satu mlm nie alya xley tido..coz baru nk msuk tido..dah kul 1 x slap mse 2..yg alya ingt mlm 2 sejuk sgt..rse cm ada hantu nk dtg je..hehe..suddenly alya dpt satu msg..dia bg respond..dia tnye alya siapa..but alya mls nk lyan n juz tell him juz ignore bout me..tp dia x puas hati then tros call alya time 2 jgak...alya ngan ngatuknya pown jwb n tnye knal adik alya ke x. (adilah) dia ckp dia knal then alya ckp la alya kakak dia..mls nk pnjg2 kn cter..dia pown ngn terkedunya tros ckp sory sbb kaco mlm2 cmtu..n alya pown dgn baek hatinya ckp la sory gak sbb kaco dia..hehehe..x sgke alya ingt smpy skrg moment 2..
nk dipanjgkn cter since mlm 2 kitrg jd kawan rapat taw..rapat sgt smpy psal alya ngn bf alya pown alya cter kt dia..n dia pown sme gak..dye adela gak cter psal gf dia yg bwh umo 2..hehe
n yg plg x sgke sbnrnya kitrg ni pnh sme2 satu skola rndah..cme alya x brpe cam dia yg mne..yela mybe sbb alya x rapat sgt ngn senior mse skola rndah..xde mse..hehe..
but u noe what guys..mse 2 alya rse bhgie sgt2..seriously..sbb alya rse hidup alya dah complete dpt kwn ngn dia..alya dah ad ariff(bf),mama ayah,kwn2 n yg wat alya plng bhgie skli sbb dpt kwan ngn dia..alya dh aggap dia bestfriend alya mse 2..dia sorg je bley memahami alya..dgn perangai kitrg yg gila2..mmg bestla dpt kwn ngn dia..alya mmg syg sgt2 kt dia but as a friend jela..alya pown plek npe alya xde perasaan ske kt dia..mybe sbb alya kalo dh ske berkawan mmg alya pk psal kawan jela xde nk pk nk wat2 scndal or whatsoever..
but 1 day something happen to him..gf dia mnx clash sbb dorg jrg communicate mybe..yela msing2 nk exm..dia nk spm ex dia plk pmr..ha bgus sgt la 2..haha..then dia rse down gle mse 2..siap telan pnadol 6 bji kowt..pstu pngsan ke x alya xtwu laa..yg alya twu dia mmg syg sgt kt gf dia 2..alya cam bese as a best counselor atr kwn2 alya kt skola try la ceramh dia..hehehe..nseb bek dh ok sket.. wait! alya lpe nk gtwu mse form 4 alya player sbnrnye..dia pown twu psal 2..tp bila dh cple ngn ariff alya setia la sbb alya cm excited cple ngn dia lgpown dia 2 dua pupu alya..juz mse alya cple ngn ariff alya lom clash ngn azuan..coz alya xtwu cmne nk mnx n dia pown x contact alya..alya cter la kt ejat yg alya nk mnx clash ngn azuan 2..but unexpected answer yg alya dpt..tbe2 dia ckp "kalo ko nk clash ngn dye ko cple ngn aku jela"..alya say "what ???"
m speechless glewr on dat time..blank! alya ckp la bdk nie dh glewr agknya..alya juz ignore n alya tros ckp alya nk tido..alya mls nk pk sgt psal 2..coz alya ingt dia 2 maen2 je..yela otak gila2 kn..mereng pnye org..haha..
3 julai 07 -030707
keesokan harinya alya msg ngn ejat cm bese mlm 2..n alya x sgke plk dia serius rpenye nk mnx cple 2..dh la mnx cm mnx ape je.."weyh..jom cple" alya ckp suke suki dia jerk nk ajk2 org cple..x rmntik lgsung..haha..yela dia mnx cple pown juz for fun sbb dia sunyi mse 2..ceh! pompuan pnyela bnyk kt skola 2..lgpown alya kn tgh cple ngn ariff lg mse 2..n dia pown twu psal 2..pstu adewrla ayt jiwang dia kuar..hahaha..tp alya pk mybe mse 2 dia tgh sedih lg n lonely kowt..alya pown nk xnk accept la..woah!!! alya cple ngn ejat!! cm xcye jerk.. ktrg bkn bestfren lg..tp kn alya xley accept cmtu jerk..sbb alya dh bese aggap dia cm mem en..so alya request kt ejat..alya ckp kalo dia call alya nk ktrg wat cm bese jerk pggil kau aku..tp dlm msg laen laa..hehe..alya x reti lg nk bercinta mse 2..jd player lg..ngeee~
u noe what sygs!! alya happy gilak cple ngn dia...happy sgt2!! everyday dia call alya..even juz 50 sen per day for bout 5 min cmtu la coz dia call gne publicphne alya plk gne phne mmg bnyk la dwet abes..but m satiesfied..skrg2 nya dia x lpe kt alya..lpas call mlm 2 msg plk..weeee~ love u so much ejat!! =)
bout ariff plk..ktrg dh x cntact sgt sbb dia bg reason xde krdit la bz laa..hurmm...alya pown dh xde prasaan ngn dia lg dah mse 2..bkn sbb ada ejat ke ape..tp dia 2 annoying laa..x respect org lngsung..n ske ckp yg bkn2..urghh!! bnci tol!! x lme lpas 2 alya msg dia mnx clash n dia pown juz ckp ok jerk..nmpk sgt dh xde hati ngn alya lg kn..ada aku kesah?? huhu..
27 julai o7-27o7o7
today is ejat's birthday!!!
tp alya x smpt nk bli pape mse 2..sbb bru je blk dr ostel..smpy2 umh plk mlm..sory syg..
tp yg xley blah nye dia ada ckp nk jmpe alya..wuarghh!! m so nervous! yela alya dh la x cntek..dia pown x knal alya..alya takowt lpas dia jmpe alya dia tros tggalkn alya..hurmm...tp alya dh redha dh mse 2..ap nk jd pown jd laa..kbetulan mse 2 ada jsc(junior sport club) yg tv3 2 kt stadium k.sel..alya mmg nk pgy..n dia pown plan nk pgy jgak..tp xtwu nk pgy ngn spe sbb ayh mama plk xde kt uma..adeyh..bblk kpd dia nk jmpe td..pg2 lg dia dh msg alya ckp x saba nk jmpe..excited la knonnya..hehe..alya kalo bley mmg xnk jmpe sbb x ready lg..takot laa..
alya ingt lg mse 2 dia msg alya kul 10 pg..alya dh la bru bgun then x mndi lg..hehe..dia ckp dia pown x mndi lg..pstu ntah npe tbe2 dia suro alya b ready n g mndi..alya pown ngn blanknya mndi laa..ceh! ikowt perintah..hehe.. kul 11 cmtu dia msg tgh crik uma alya..what ?? gila la bdk nie siap nk dtg uma bgai..dh la ayh mama xde kt uma niey..aduhh..alya cpt la siap2 yela xkn nk bg dia tgk alya pkai bju tido je kn..hehe..x lme lpas 2 dia jmpe uma alya..wuarghhh!!! x brnie nk kua uma..tatowt!!! tp dia dtg ngn mem dia..si boden ank bahagia 2..hehe..alya lpe la nme btol dia..apsal lak la mamat nie ikowt skli??? dh la arinie bseday ejat..bwu plan nk bg kisz kt ejat(hee...gatal!!)yela x smpt nk prepare hadiah en..skli mamat 2 pown ikowt daa..x jd la alya nk bg special kisz alya 2..huhu.. u noe what alya bia je dowg kt lua uma..bwh pnas terik..haha..mama xde kt uma laa..kang bg msuk kang x psal2 kecoh satu pekan 2..hehe..mse jmpe 2 speechless glewr..xtwu nk ckp psal ape..pdhal dlm msg bkn maen kecoh lg ade je bnde nk ckp nie tbe2 snyap lak..aphal?? tp kn..1st time alya tgk dia alya x sgke lak hensem jgk mamat nie upenye..
dh la puteh..alya rse alya dh ley cam dia yg mana mse skola dlu..coz x slap alya sllu gak usha dia kowt..haha..shhh..topsecret! ^_~ lpas dh xtwu nk ckp ape dia pown blahla ngn mamat apek 2..dia ckp nk pgy uma kwn dia..okey!
alya plk mlm 2 mnghitung mse sme ada dia nk cple ngn alya lg ke x..yela lpas twu alya nie x lawa en..nk wat cmne.. =( tp......ejat msg jgak mlm 2..dia ckp dia rindu!!! waoh!!!! alya rse cm nk terbang jerk..m flying without wing~lalalaa~ hehe
xtwu bile~
dia blk uma but alya kt ostel lg..mlm 2 lmbt sgt dia msg alya..pnt alya tggu dia..but then tbe2 dia msg ckp nk tgk bola..fine! g la tgk bola 2..dia mnx sumthing tp alya xde mood dh coz majok so alya refuse la..mlm 2 tros dia x msg call pown x..alya plek laa...apsal ngn bdk niey..xkn psal 2 pown nk mrh kowt..alya try pjok bnyk kali x mkn saman gak..then esknya alya try call gne public upe2nye btol dia tgh mrah..alya lpas 2 dh gve up nk pjok alya ignore jela..but then dia misscall plk..bile owg pjok xnk gak..ape kne ngn mamat niey ?? lpas 2 dia msg n alya try la mnx maaf..tp ktrg x ok gak..alya siap nanges lg mse 2 tp dia xtwu..nk twu x dia mnx apa?? kisz! ^^
lpas 2 dia lngsung x call..msg aptah lg sbb dia mmg x bwk phne pown kt ostel..
smggu lpas 2 dia call uma alya n yg plng wat alya speechless glewr2 dia mnx clash..omg!! m not ready yet..cmne nie..reason dia sbb nk focus spm..hurmm...yeah alya faham sbb since alya ngn dia pown stdy alya mken trok..yela asyk dia je dlm pale otak alya nie..alya pk utk kebaikan ktrg jgak alya trime jela..but still alya xnk kehilangan dia!! alya nk dia jd kawan alya mcm dlu!! alya xnk dia lpekn alya!! xnk3!!! even mlm dia abes spm pown alya tggu dia call alya..tp hampeh!!
alya still syg dia smpy skrg..alya mngambil mse 2 tahun utk btol2 lpe kn dia..mmg ssh sgt nk lpekn dia..mse 2 mmg alya rse btol2 nk bnuh diri laa apelaa...alya nanges mlm2 smpy dmm 2 minggu..rse nk telan je sume ubt2 mse 2..tp bile pk nk bnuh diri cm owg bodoh lak..
ejat..
u r my first love n the most best friend i ever had..
i never could forget u till my last my breath..
i love u soooo damn much!!
alya doakn ejat bhgie ngn idop ejat skunk..^^
spe yg bce smpy abes 2 korg mmg rjen n xde keje..hehehe..papepown thanx yeah sbb sudi bce kisah alya yg x sbrpe niey..salam ^^
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