my soul already lost following you my dear

last night ak ym ngn abg amir..at first dye mcm moody jerk xtwu sbb ap..dye mls nk cter..but then dye suro ak try cool down kn dye..cter sumthing yg ley wat dye happy..serious ckp ak blank glewr nk pjok abg amir time 2..xsgke kalo dye mara mmg scaryy.. plus ak ad gak try pjok dye kt yahoo prfile 2 dat his status wrote yg mood dye mmg out..then bile try wat lawak bley2 plk dye ckp ak nie fail bab2 nk pjok org..urghhh!!! geram sungguh laa...rse cm nk sepak2 terajang je dye time tu gak..

but that's not the story i want to tell actually..

this is all about mr Armand Daniel..i love him damn much n no word can describe how much i do love dat guy..

on 19 Jun, Saturday : i spend my whole night long with him..started from 1 a.m till 6 a.m. wich is i never spend time wif him like dat. yeah..it's really great moment i have..suddnly ktrg cter bout our family names..rse cm bru nk knal plk..haha..n wht make him suprised that i knew his another name..mmg shock monkey la dye mse tuu..hehe..then xsgke plk dye actve kn blk fb dye..n kaco ak kt fb plk..kurengg asam garam pnye mamat dye ckp ak bdk nerd..mmg nk kne sepak terajang btol dye tuu..(oopss taboleyy..durhaka nmenye melawan hubby alya oii) hehe

tp smlm...ya smlm...

ak n abg amir really2 in deep deep deep depressed..

coz smlm kuya msg abg amir n he told me dat armand already in critical situation..sblm abg amir inform lg ak dh nanges dlu sbb rse xsdap atie n my heart beating so fast..u know my instinct towards u so strong my darling..but i cnt hundred percent fully trust it..but my heart said u r okay..hurmm..

last night..on my way going to sleep..

it's been like a nighmare for me..u know when i closed my eyes seems like armand is evrywhere..near me..very close..but i cnt grabbed him to come more closer..y armand ?? y ??

n i badly cried mcm org xpnh nanges..then suddenly stop..then nanges blk..but when i cried i dnt feel anything..my heart empty..that wht i said my soul already lost..gone..follow my dearest armand n i dnt know where they heading to go..

like i said before to armand..i cant live without him..yeah! m serious darling..i cant imgne if my life could stand without u..

penah tgk cter twilight:new moon x?? part bella got nightmare bile edward tggalkn dye ??

yeah..dat's exactly da same wht i through last night..nightmare!! i cnt even sleep properly..n trying to be reality..kpale rse mcm nk pecah..dada rse cm sesak sgt2..keliling sume rse sempit..tp ak xtwu knpe ak rse mcm tuu..yg peliknye ak try nk nanges but i cant! rse mcm kolam air mte niey dh kering kontang..n dh xde ap nk keluarkn lg..dada sebak xyah ckp laa..kalo bley evrytime je rse nk nanges ap sume bia rse niey keluar abes2 abesan..hurmm

my soul already gone my dear and

i love you Armand Daniel