i'm sorry my friend... 'F'

i didnt meant to hurt u or cheat u or whatsoever..i just hope we can still be a good friend without any serious relationship or comitment that i know i cant fullfil it for you..m so sorry dear..

cukuplah sekadar ikatan teman tp mesra yg t'jalin skrg..that's too enough for me..

bcoz i know i'll make u dissapointed some day..so juz let it stay wht we've right now..n thats better for us..n for u to know that i really love our frindship more than other thing..n i cant let it wasted or losing it without reason..its hard to find eventhough it's easy to be lose it..so appreciate it slagi kte mampu..

woahh!!!! ayat xley blah! hahaha..alya2..apela yg ko mengarut pg2 buta niey..

mcm la as8ment sume dh siap kannn...

ala kalo nk wat pown lampu sume dh tutup..siapkn dlm mimpi jelaaa...

sure bgun2 tdo je tros phuuuooffff!!! x siap lg la kann..sbb ko siapkn dlm mimpi..so dlm mimpi jela bnde tu ada..wuahahahaha...merepek lg..

bie..i already know how do u feel about me..

cuz i'm just going through exactly like u do..melayan n dilayan..hahaha

i know sometimes i make u annoyed wif me..n made u mad..that's bcoz i'm really afraid of losing you on that time..force u to accept me..do what i'd asking for eventhough u dnt like it but u tried your best to make me happy..hurmmmmm...thanx darl but m really sorry..i cudnt sense or dnt even care wht do u'll feel on that time..m kinda selfish aite ??? yeah i knew it!

so from now on i'll try not to force u to do something that u dnt wanna do..but m sorry if i cnt cntrol myself to overcome that..

yeah..hidup nie penuh dgn karma..

kdg2 kite akn merasai juga ap yg org laen pnh rasa..i mean their situations..

or sometimes we'll get back what we'd done to others..either it's bad or good condition..

so better be careful of wht u'r doing after this..coz hidup x semestinye di atas..kdg2 jatuh tersungkur jgak..but i admit..life is unfair..cuz we'll feel that we dnt deserve to be in that situation..kinda bad of course..but i thought of it in optimistic way..maybe we'd done something wrong in our past time that we didnt realize..so Allah create the same situation for us to think about it again n again..n regret it if we really did..if u didnt so juz accept that as ur destiny n task for us as a human..sng ckpla kan sbgai hamba Dia..so Dia boleh menentukan ap sahaja.,kte hanya mampu berdoa dan tawakal agar Allah dpt meringankn atau sntiasa disamping kita sewaktu kita memerlukanNya. FULLSTOP! sgt membebel okay..hahaha

actually alya nk cter yg alya btol2 tgh melalui ap yg man rse mse dye bkwn ngn alya..alya ske dye tp dye x ske alya...WOAH!!! wht a confession...hahaha..sume org twu la alya..ko dh kecoh satu dunia pown kannn..hahaha..

i admit that i did make a confession wif him..n besela dye kn pandai..so nk menjawab n membidas blk mmg his expertation la kannn...hahaha..even sometimes alya ske mnyusahkn dye but still dye layan alya ngn baek..n ske wat org cair..mulut manis btol dye tuu..haih!

tp....alya kesian gak kt kwn alya yg sorg niey coz he seems like btol2 serious ngn alya..even alya ske maen2 ngn dye..but i really hope he can understand my situations..

sbb2 alya xley nk trime dye coz first alya still stdy n mls nk ada comitment serious wif anybody..scndal2 je cukuplaaa...hehehe ;DD

second coz m already phobia wif guys..i mean for couple..daaaaa...kinda annoying kowttt..sume laki xley dipercayai..n sdh TERBUKTI!! hahaha ;D ooppssyyy...sorry guys! but it's for my opinion only.. ;)

third sbb...he's too open..i mean when he talking bout some private stuff..i'm sorry i really not that kind of girl yg sng2 nk share wif guys..nk sgt tggula kawen nnt..x saba2..hahaha..

(part niey alya ske compare kn dorg wif man n ifan(my ex) coz dorg respect my privacy.even pnh nk ceroboh gak..pervert! hahaha)

fourth..sbb.....he cant make me happy to the fullest..like armand did..even dye pndai lyan alya tp dye cpt sgt touching..x mcm armand..kebal! alya kutuk dye abes abesan pown dye still cool lg..thats y la alya syg sgt kt man..gado x abes2!! hehehe..love u so much la bie! muahx!

5th...bcoz my love only for my bieeee~Armand Daniel! FULLSTOP!! hehe ;D

so in the nutshell...

(woah!! bajet essay la konon pdhl bkn twu meaning pown) ;p

alya mnx maaf sgt2 kt org tuu coz i cnt accept ur serious relatnship wif u..

n alya akn doakn u akn jmpe jgak someone yg much more better than me(better ke alya niey)

be a good man...lpekan mse silam n take the new path of life..

i know u r kind but please take the correct action..love u my friend "F" ;D