im freaking hate NOVEMBER!!!

november november november

i hate november this year..

you already make me dissapointed november..

i hate you so much!! :(

as you know bie..

i hate november bcoz of you..

i really hope u'll wish my birthday

on 19 november..

i really hope you will msg me

but you're not..

where are you all this while

its almost a month you didnt showed up

where are you bie ??

i really need you here

i miss you badly :'(

you still remember kn bie ??

my birthday..

before this eventhough you forgot the date but still

you remembered my birth month

and you're the first person who wished my birthday on that time

even its too earlier..

but you have no idea how happy i am

as long as the wish came from you..

im so happy !!!

but now..

its already end of this month

and im so freaking hate this month

im waiting for you

always and forever

every second my mind never stop

to think about you..

everything i do remembering me about you

how crazy i am

since you're not here

stayed bside me..like before

why you suffer me like this ??

i know you're suffering too..

but i miss you!

miss you so much bie :(

my tears cant stop to drop

my night become more longer

coz im kinda scared to sleep

my dreams always turn to nightmares

your face are all around

like you always staring at me from distance

sayangg..you igt i lg kan syg ??

like you said before

you always stay beside me

coz you always remember me

i'll keep that words

love you armand!

but still..

I HATE NOVEMBER!!!!