Monday, January 10, 2011

im a bad dreamer



"I may be thousands of miles away but you're still the first thing on my mind."

well..i donno wht's wrong going on me today..sume serba x kene..nk tdo xley tp penat ya amat..mata dh letih n susah nk bukak act tp bile dh tido mimpi yg bukan2 plak..rse cm nk bgun cpt2..n rse cm msuk ke alam laen..bnde merepek2 yg muncul..dh nme pown mimpi kannn..but i felt like wanna screamed out loud when i was dreaming that time..scarryyyy!!! dats y i said i cnt sleep..hurmm..apsal ehh ?? -.-'

btw suddenly bru sedar nk msuk 2 weeks dh kt cnie..n so far alhamdulilah sume okay..juz class x start2 lg..mybe tomorrow kowt..xpown next week..ntah2 lg sebulan xpown dua bulan xpown ktrg mmg xde klasz agknye..yeah all lecs were bz but i donno wht act are they bz about..rse cm di ank tirikan plak..i know la act fastrack supposely xde but u all cant just ignore us like we dnt even exist..haih! -.-' n it's true they gve us 2 weeks to think either we still wanna stay or cont. our dip..n Awe buat statement cntroversi ckp nk blk kedah plk..n he already told me that he's still in considering bout it guys..he said that he dont even care bout taking dip or deg coz he's working ryte now..plus he thought that it's better to finish his dip then continue his job..n he want to do deg at overseas..n yeah credit to him coz dah keje la kann..so xyah nk rsau pape..but pleaseeeeee dnt ask me bout it either.. coz im done to think bout it a lot of times..u know it's hard to be in dilemma..n dat really make my mind freaking out to death..i'll face the risk n whtever it takes after that..mybe i were destined to be here..saya sudah nekad! tq ;)

oh yeah! i had spend my time last weekend hangout wif some new friends..but i went to same place in 2 days..lolz..at Plaza S.Alam..xbnyk bnde pown kt sne..n kebetulan ad PC fair n i was looking for software there but it's not available..only for hardware..meanwhile my mem msing2 nk pgy karaoke for stress out..i donno y im not interested in karok..sbb mmg xbest pownn...i rather to karok at home wif my cousins n family..bley nyanyi smpy ilang ank tekak like seriouslyyy..i miss that time. oh btw on sat karok wif my roomate..u know Wani i've mentioned bout her before..she got personal problem dats y she want to karok so badly..lolz! n Biha on sunday...only we both together went it there..time niey je bru rse nk lepaskn stress gila2..nynyi lgu stacy n siti..lolz! but the sound effect like urghhhh!!! damnnn! -.-'
not to mention.. that my first time balajar naek bas..coz ssh nk dpt cab kt snie..n bas plak sume pelik2..suke2 dye je nk stop kt mne2..hahaha..no laaa...kne tgk la kann num bas tu nk stop kt stesen mne..but that is my weakness..dr dlu x reti nk naek bas im admit kinda phobia nk tekan loceng bas..lolz! kalo kt kedah..jgn haraplaaaa nk pndang bas tu...nk nmpk batang idong bas pown ssh..naek cab lg best kan3 ??? lolz ;p

OMG!! bru kul 12.03 a.m tp ngantuk niey bkn maen lg. pdhal xdela pgy mne2 pown today..juz pgy fac nk atr fail..then maen ujann...hooreayyy!!!! dh lama gilaaaa x maen ujannn..mmg bsah kuyup xyah ckp la kannn...yes! btw td bru lepas tgk movie The Last Song..n i donno wht to say coz cter tu seday la pulekkkk..best mmg la best..tp knpelaa msti cter niey yg aku tgk skrg..situasi yg x sesuai lgsung..Miley Cyrus blakon..her dad died bcoz of cancer..saba jelaa..hurmmm..itu jela kowt. daaaa~ mmuuaahhx! :D

oh to my bie! saya sayang awak..mmuuaahhx3!! ;)


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