i need armand..really need him ryte now..so many things i want to story wif him..share our laugh tgether..oh GOD!! im such kind of ruin evrything..i shud let him hide it to me..m not suppose to talk n make him sad n thinking of it..ouhhh such a loser m i!!! i'm so sorry dear if i made u in misery last nyte..i really dnt meant to hurt u or even want to make u realize dat..sgt2 x sgje..my curiosity is beyond of my cntrol..i juz dnt want u to hide anything from me..but now i realize my mistake..n a big n lots of apologise to u honey..i promise i'll do anything dat u want to cover all my stupid mistake..m really2 sorry.. :'(
m still wondering of something..untill now..why on earth it's so hard to find a great friend in this world ?? someone that we can hold into of something if we'r in trouble..someone that can lend their shoulder for us n juz let us crying out loud evnthough his/her shirt get dirty or wet bcoz of our tears..someone that can lend their ears when we're need someone to keep our secret safely..someone that can trust us evnthough we make so much mistake n solve it tgether..someone that appreciate us in whtever we had made for them..FRIENDSHIP IS PRECIOUS ryte ??? thats why alya dh warning armand awal2 evnthough he had lied to me but still i want to keep our friendship to be last longer...alya syg armand sgt2..n only him could understand wht i need..even sumtimes he make me dsspointed..not sometimes act but always..lolz!!! juz kidding syg..chill!
i always stuck in this kind of situation..when my friend always ask me to help him/her solve their problem..n mostly kwn2 yg crik alya sumenye tnye psal love matter..alya pown xpham knpe alya ley tlg solve kn mslh dorg..gve them opinion evnthough m not good enough in serious rltnship plus my rlntnship matter also failed..hahaha..lawak kan ?? act dorg xtwu during alya solve their probs my heart got damn hurt..in jelousy..envy..n many things..how suffered i m from the inside while at the outside i keep on smiling n laughing like nothing terrible happend..woahh!!! dh ley menang best actor niey..sllu gak msuk teater dlu but so far sume scrip yg alya dpt x menepati citarasa..so alya juz pass kt org laen..watak heroin tuuuuu....ngeeee~ shhhh juz keep as a secret.. ^_~
okay then after i helped them solve their problems..like over than thousand times i hope they will happy..n i would happy for them too..mslhnye skrg..........
when i try to find them bcoz i need sumone to talk to...they gone! sume ilang..sume lari..sume sddnly ad probs..woah!! hebat betol.. i still rmember that i were in misery last semester n i tried looking for my bestfriend yg alya sllu sgt tlg tu..but then bley2 plk dye ckp dye nk tido..how could she do that ??? pdhal mse dye sbok crik alya dlu alya sggup bgun tido berjaga lyan dye even tgh ngntok gilaa time tuu...GOSH!!! it's really hurt u noe...damn hurt..n since that alya dh mls nk lyan dye..friend can never be trusted..
n da latest niey lg best..he's a guy n ktrg kwn since skola rendh but terpisah bila msuk secndry school..he's a nice guy..naive..xpena bcnta coz once he fall in love he'll appreciate that gurl so much..i respect him on that..setia! but then in this case..dye hnye akn crik alya bila dye ad mslh wif his gf that act his first cple..then bila tgh bhgia..alya msg dye pown dye wat xlyan je..gilaaa urh!! agak2la nk setia pown..m his friend though n alya xnk dye juz crik alya bila ad mslh je..hahaha...mmg 'best' gilaaaa dpt kwn cmnie..mmg sume kwn kt dunia niey cmnie ehh ??
n one more thing m still wondering..if i were abg amir wich is armand's bestfriend..urmmm..not anymore..would i do the same thing like he did ?? only bcoz misunderstanding tros buang kwn n yg alya xley trime smpy skrg..how dare him to let his friend dying n tanggung sume tu sorg2..how could him ??? pelik laaa..n unacceptable..stahu alya they were bestfriend since dorg skola lg..n wht can i see even dorg gado pown nobody will take heart to heart feeling..besela kalo dh msing2 sengal n suke nk knekn org 24 hours mne bley taceng2...kalo ye pown mkn hati sorg2 la jwbnye....huhu..n then abg amir should trust armand no matter wht..no matter hows big mistake armand did..atleast dorg ley discuss n slowtalk to each other ryte?? if armand btol2 guilty he should help armand solve that thing together..bknye buang kwn cmtu je...(geleng kepala 100 kali) n xpsal2 dye kne sound ngn alya..hehe..xdela sound sgt juz alya membebel je kt amir tuu..spatutnye dye yg lbey knal armand..bkn alya kan ?? spela alya niey pd armand..hahahaha (ayat xley blah!)
but now..alya sgt2 bersyukur dpt kawan2 yg dkat ngn alya skunk..even ktrg sllu gurau x bertapis but still ktrg still tgether..xde nk gado2..cm skola sains dlu..they are worst!!!! n hate them so much!! woahhh ayat alya....agak2 la sket(ada aku kesah !!!) hahaha...tp ktrg tgh ada mlsh nk crik uma sewa skunk..haihhh laaaa....nk je stay kt hotel satu sem...mne nk cekau dwet la gileeeee...laen la ko tu ank tansri ke ank datok ke..ley wat kondo tros seblah uitm..niey kes terlbey tido la niey..mimpi yg bkn2..hahahahaha (gelak besar dh skunk)
n now suddenly alya cm pnat n ngntok..dr td lg sbnrnye..(kepala rse cm nk melayang) metafora!! hahaha..
*bie..i miss u so much!!! i nk u yg dlu..happy je sllu..sengal n always do crazy things..but i syg u yg skrg jugak..innocent n always taceng..even ssh nk pujok but i pham ur cndition now..evrythings seems like so hard 4 u..n im so so so sorry to make u sad last nyte..hope it'll never be happen again..u pown twu kn i niey suka wat slh kt u..m sorry! :'(
LOVE YOU SO MUCH BIE...
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