move on..

warning : the author currently in emotional mood while making this entry. she's freaking out like totally insane. so if u guys dnt want to feel annoying pls skip this entry. tq

bie..

where hve u been bie?

i really need you!

i miss you! :(

n evryone miss you too..

i know i act like a fool

childish n whtsover

crying late at night

hoping for something that never can be happen

miracle konon..

but i do believe in that

i was hoping for smething stupid

i know..

bie..

how i wish u still alive

u r laying on ur bed

hve a cnversation like b4

like nothing terrible happend

how i wish bie.. :(

u told me dat

u dnt hve to worry bout me

coz u knew dat im always fine

even without you..

how could u..

thought dat im okay when u r not around?

how could you ? huh?

now tell me dear..

how can i move on ?

how can i stand strong ?

how can i forget ?

how to make a fake smile ?

how to laugh n feel high ?

how2 ?? tell me how to do all dat bie?

without you..

everything just falling apart

like standing in the dark room

no light no direction

no spirit no soul

no smile no frown either

no dream no inspiration

no share no care

n the most important thing that i miss u about

our argument

no lost no winner

no mr cool n mr cocky

especially..

no more you :(

i lost my good friend

my lovely hubby

my inspired person

n my greatest friend i ever had

i lost you!

thanx for evrything bie

even i xsmpt nk ckp

but i really thankful

for u to be a part of my life

i'll try to move forward

heading my dream for a great future

coz thats what u wanted from me ryte?

n i'll try to fulfill your dream too

wish me luck sayang ;)

LMU forever..

"i don't want anyone else but you! "

i'm not sure of what i want right now,

but i know i want you to be a part of it.

p/s : i felt relieved after wrote all this..miss u badly bie :)