the truth was exposed

honestly..

i dont like it..

i still cant accept it..

i dnt want to believe it..

never

coz im not ready

bie..

u know how much i miss you

u know how much i love you

n yeah i still do

but where are you ??

i need you bie..

please

tonite..

chyrill n adham hve told me

chryll show me ur last picture..

even it juz half of you but ive several of it

adham..asked me for ur forgiveness

u know it has nothing to do with me

bcoz all i wanted is just you bie

how dissapointed i am

actually

im the one who should ask you for forgiveness

lots of apologies to you bie

im so sorry for wht ive done before

sorry for burden u

sorry for being childish whenever im wif u

sorry coz i cant make u strong

or even support u when u in hard time

sorry for not be there when u r alone

sorry coz i'd be a bad friend

sorry for always argued wif u

sorry coz always make u mad

n the important thing is..

sorry for loving you till i cant let u go

im so sorry!

truthfully..

i miss you so much

miss the moment when we spend time together

miss u make me laugh or even for a lil smile

miss our stupid arguement

miss when we talked like we've been married

dream house, dream future, dream family

i miss you so badly!

miss when u shared ur hard time wif me

n u asked me to let u cry..

i cant accept the fact that u r gone

n i cant accept that i've to think that i cant meet u again

talk to u like before..laugh tgether

missing u cant describe in any words

u r the only one who can understand me

can make me laugh out loud

can make me feel being me

u always gve me that spirit

to be the best n support me in evrything

u r the only one that i can comfortable with

thank you bie!

thanx for everything..

thanx to be my friend even im not a good friend

n i knew u cant stand for it bt u still try

thanx bie..thank you so much!

i really appreciate that.

even u gve me the pain

but i still can accept that

coz loving you is the toughest thing i could face

now..

no dream house

no hotel wif swimming pool inside

that we want to build tgether

u've dreamed a simple family

n also build ur own empire ryte?

but i think u already hve it in heaven

do you? haha

but especially..no more 'sayang' n no more 'bie'

like we used to called each other

goodbye bie!

i'll always waiting for u..

n try to accept the fact n face the reality wif lots of pain

wishing some miracle happen

n just so u know

u mean a lot to me

n always love you forever!

LMU bie ;)

And just like that, you left. Even though you said you wouldn't.