Lovenote #1

I MISS YOU MR.A !

I miss you so freaking damn much!

I TRY not to miss you but in the end I STILL miss you :'(

and this is crazy! 

Im nearly drop down insane! 

coz everything that I do reminds me of you.

What hurt me the most, when I miss you there's nothing that I can do.

How I wish I could meet you even for a minute fr once!

How I wish I could hear your voice whispering at me like blew wind

How I wish I could hug you and kiss you tenderly fr the first and last time

How I wish..

How I wish..

How I wish..

How I wish those wishes are real and become true

so that I can stop wishing over and over again.

 to undo this feeling is impossible but to keep this missing is bearable.

Did I ever tell you that you're my greatest friend that I ever had? 

Yeah! It's true and no one could ever replace you.

I like your insanity, I like the way you teased me, your laughing,

your maturity like you're the only one can understand me,

I miss our stupid arguing, your coolness.. I lovemiss everything bout you!

How could you left me all alone in this cruel world?

 How dare you! I still need you y'know?

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, 

but falling in love with you I had no control over.

~xoxo hubby! muahx!