Goodbye October

Assalamualaikum and Happy Midnight!

I just wanna spend my Friday night sepuas-puasnya so that I boleh tidur sepuas-puasnya esok hari. =D

Gosh!! dah 31st October ?? Why laa so fast?! 

How time flies! and I still merangkak lagi..! I mean I dah semakin tua and so many things I wanna do and achieve before my 30th. :'(

"Time is Gold" yes?

Honestly, I dah bosan gilaaaa kerja kat Zy!

Maybe sebab buat kerja yang sama and dapat senior yang TAK BEST!

HAHAHAHAHA! *EVIL LAUGH*

Takdelaa.. my senior tu he's like so sensitive, so emotional, and so childish sometime

I even can't understand what he was saying and blabbering sometime. 

 I akan buat2 dengar, angguk2 and gelak2 sikit. 

Hahahahaha! *gelak jahat lagi*

So.. bila nak tanya and seek for guru rasa macam awkward je.

and even dia pun tak paham apa yg I tak paham

Acanoiii tu??!

This week ada beberapa org atasan tgh bercuti kat Istanbul termasuk la my senior.

Everytime my senior xde.. I rse mcm baru boleh bernafas!

Hoorayy for a week! Boleh gelak guling2 boleh sing my heart out sorang2 dalam bilik ofis.

sbb dlm bilik tu mmg ada kitorg dua org je.. so bila dia xde kira heaven sikit la kan?

hehehehehe! *gelak kepuasan*

tapi esok dorang dah balik.. :(

Good news for me..

Anis dah dapat kerja lain.. so

I will take over my car completely as the rights owner.

I can drive anywhere especially to work of course.

Sbb before this asyik pakai driver je.. so rindu gila nak drive kereta sendiri.

I even rindu gilaaaaaaa kat my Baby Risz. :* :* :*

Big Hoorayy!! 

Dah lama kan tak story pasal Mr.A?

Haha! Mcm mana nak story kalau orang nya x ada.

But lately nie serious sh*t I even can't get rid of him in my mind.

Siap boleh mimpi lagi tu.. tp mimpi yg xbest la so I xnak story sbb I pun dah lupa mimpi apa.

Hahahaha!

Paling kritikal.. tgh syok buat keje tiba2 dia datang and I pun automatically sengih sorang2.

Kalau sengih tu okay lagi.. still boleh cover. Ni siap boleh gelak sorang2 mcm org gila.

Memang dah banyak sgt putus fius dlm kepala nie. Hahaha!

Obviously mmg kuat lagi oh mandrem si Mr.A nie. Haiyee~

Perlu ke I jumpa bomoh eh? Perlu ke I jumpa doktor pakar?

Sihat ke tak I nie sebenarnya?? Hahahaha!

Nie semua Adham punya pasal..he was like kene rasuk dgn abg sendiri in our last conversations. how come?

Hahahaha! Kalau kene rasuk pun apa salahnya. Alya percaya je. Hehehe :p

Okay fine. Be honest please!

That's all I wanted.

ok bye! nak sambung tengok Supernatural. Baru sempat tengok season 9. =D

Tengok Dean Winchester sambil melayan design.. pfft! xoxo

Istanbul Aku Datang #myversion

Assalamualaikum wbt. & Have a nice day everyone!
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin.

0431. Believe it or not currently I'm still up and doing my job. Designing invitation card for client. Honestly it was not so difficult to make one actually because it just a one time invitation card and not permanently displayed. So just make a simple one la kan? But then.. it was not easy either. Sometimes the simplest thing is harder and takes time. Haiyee. 

I'm feeling like I'm always chasing the time. And that is why and the reason only I can't update my blog. Hehe. Busy gilaaaa babeng! Hahaha!

I didn't even get my beauty sleep since last two months! I just sleep for a several hours before resuming my work. Even time Hari Raya pun sebab tahu kerja tak siap and due right after Raya so tak sedap tidur lah dibuatnya. Dah la cuti 5 hari je. Not enough! Tengah beraya pun still fikir pasal kerja. Haiyee! What a life. 

Oh btw..! Need a favor from you guys. I perlukan opinion actually. I got an invitation by my company to go to Turkey this October.. It just I don't have any desire to go there. I kept thinking tempat tu tak best and tak menarik. Idk. Maybe sbb the culture and the foods I can't adapt. The foods of course are the main reason. Haha! Plus..apa yg best kat sana? Selain dari pergi ke Cappadocia and naik Hot Air Balloon? Tell me.. sbb my friend kept on asked me to go there together while I dah nekad actually tak nak pergi. hmm..

the fam pun boleh..ni gara2 obses sgt dgn the group DeFam la nie. -__-'

Maybe sebab Turki tak termasuk dalam wishlist I kot.. That's why. So Yay? or Nay?

One Day You'll Definitely Gonna Be Mine! #JK

Holla holaaa! Im back!
You guys miss me? I hope so.. cuz I miss you guys too. *hugs

Btw, Im not in a good mood since last night. Because of my silly action towards my lil brother and my dad scolded me because of that. Wanna know wht I did to my lil brother? I want to borrow something from him but he played me wif silly jokes which in other words he dont want to let me borrow his stuff. Then as I took my revenge by pulled his towel when he was in a middle of took out food from a microwave. He had just finished bathing then straight to the kitchen to eat without wearing any clothes. Except his towel. So can you imagine..jeng jeng jengggg! Then... he became angry while saving his towel from the slip which very fortunately that it didn't slip and also save my eyes from having an eyesore. But the unfortunate moment also happened when he slipped the food that he wanted to take out from the microwave and messed up the floor. So apalagi.. mengamuk la ayah and I merajuk. Hewhew ;p So I give him silent treatment till now sampai I rasa dah okay. Hikhokhik ^_^

Bulan ni sangat memenatkan. I terpaksa ikut Wan balik KL seminggu sebab dia ada appointment mata and I sebagai penjaga tak rasmi beliau haruslah ikut sekali. Wan baru lepas buat pembedahan mata untuk buang selaput dimatanya. So harus sentiasa berjaga-jaga and tak boleh buat kerja sangat especially memasak. Nasib baik ada bibik yang tak berapa nak nasib baik sebab kerja dia semua tak memuaskan. Haih! 

Then bila dah start jadi nurse tak rasmi Wan, semua kerja-kerja job hunting terpaksa dihentikan atau di-slowkan. Sebab susah nak gerak and I have no internet to check my emails. 

But still I had interviews 2 hari berturut-turut. Dah la jauh nun kat Shah Alam and Subang. Tapi tak ade lah jauh sangat sampai perlu naik bas express. Cuma ia memang sangat memenatkan memandangkan I dont drive and dont have a license. Hehe. It was great and the interviewer were so nice and for the first time I really had experience a real pressure being interviewed together wif Lim Kok Wing and USM former students. Plus, they have difference experience which of course make their points are higher than me. Sorang tu freelancer sepenuh masa and dia dah buat banyak cool websites and yang sorang lagi pulak dah pernah ada pengalaman bekerja cuma dia nak carik pengalaman baru. So what point do I have?? I felt so small among them since I have zero experience and not skillful at all. *sigh* But.... I ada interview lagi tomorrow. Yg best nya company tu depan rumah je. I really hope to get this one. InsyaAllah.. Aminnn.. Wish me luck! ;)

Oh yeah! During I was in KL for a week, I read this novel. ONE DAY YOU'LL BE MINE.
It's coolio! Haha! It actually belongs to my cousin and dihadiahkan daripada girlfriend nya. Yeah, his gf hadiahkan novel and thats make me laugh so hard! HAHAHAHA!

Dia seorang gadis yang hidup bukan hanya memikirkan tentang dirinya sendiri. Atas kesilapan masa lampau, dia mengambil keputusan untuk menjadikan dirinya sebagai seorang pesalah dan menghukum dirinya agar tidak berasa bahagia. Baginya, hilangnya kasih sayang daripada seorang lelaki bernama Nik Afezal, bererti hidupnya sudah tidak bermakna!

Bagi Anith Fitriah, keluarganya bersalah kerana merahsiakan hal besar itu daripada pengetahuannya. Dengan alasan, ia dapat mengurangkan kesakitan yang dialaminya. Tetapi hakikatnya, tindakan mereka telah menyebabkan Anith Fitriah berasa menyesal atas keputusan yang dibuatnya. Kalaulah dia tahu yang selama ini dia melakukan sesuatu yang sia-sia, pasti dia takkan meninggalkan Dzul Ehsan kemudian meneruskan kehidupan yang telah diaturkan oleh kedua-dua belah keluarga mereka.

“Kau pekak ek?”

“Aku boleh dengar kau bercakap. So, no, I’m not deaf. Thank you for asking.”

“Jadi boleh tolong jelaskan kat aku kenapa kau kuatkan volume TV ni sampai orang kat Afrika sana pun boleh dengar?”

“Okay, but stay away from my stuff and get your own TV.”

Dzul Ehsan dan Nik Afezal. Bagi perspektif Anith Fitriah, kedua-dua lelaki itu memiliki perangai yang sangat berbeza. Sejak dulu lagi, lelaki yang paling indah di matanya hanyalah Nik Afezal. Dan lelaki yang paling tidak bertanggungjawab dan suka membuat muka selambanya… ialah Dzul Ehsan. Uh, sangat menyakitkan hati bila bercerita tentang lelaki itu!

“Jangan cari pasal dengan aku awal pagi macam ni, boleh tak?”

“Jadi aku patut tunggu tengah hari atau malam sebelum cari pasal dengan kau? Is that what you’re suggesting?”

“Pergi mampus.”

“Terima kasih, I love you too.”

Arghhh!!! Dia memang sengaja mahu menyakitkan hati aku.

Tapi kenapa banyak perkara yang berlaku dalam hidup Anith Fitriah, nama lelaki itu juga yang meniti di bibirnya. Dzul Ehsan juga yang pasti akan hadir melindunginya.

Adakah itu tandanya… Dzul Ehsan yang berjaya menarik perhatiannya sekali gus berjaya memiliki hatinya? Tapi bagaimana nekadnya untuk hidup bersama dengan lelaki yang pernah disayanginya, iaitu Nik Afezal?

Oh, sesungguhnya dia harus bijak memilih! Dan pilihannya pada kali ini tentulah pilihan yang terakhir.

“Kenapa kau nak kahwin dengan orang yang menyusahkan?”

“Mudah… sebab aku sayang kau.”

Oh I love this novel. I wouldnt dare to say that the story is not cliche coz novels nowadays dengan cerita kahwin paksa ibarat tak boleh dipisahkan. Novel je sure kahwin paksa tak pun parents yang aturkan. Like soooooo novel! Hahaha! Dalam novel nie ada cebisan RAM sikit sebab ada watak psycho. Plus ada 'resurrected boyfriend' which is sound soooooo familiar to me. Eh?! Suka sbb ada love-hate relationship and also the feeling the moment when you dont know what type of relationship you guys are in. Rasa macam dekat but still feels like a stranger. Woshh! Novel nie reminds me of someone that used so close yet so far to me. Wink~ *_^

       At first I confused wif the plot twist when the 'resurrected boyfriend' part. Sebab dah macam ada dua hero dalam cerita nie. 1st hero yg bernama Ehsan yg telah berkahwin dan bercerai dgn heroin bernama Anith Fitriah and 2nd hero bernama Nik Afezal which is the heroin's boyfriend that supposedly dead in car accident tapi tiba-tiba muncul balik dalam keadaan sihat walafiat and tak lama lepas tu dorang couple balik walaupun mendapat tentangan dari family. 

       Seriously, I was wondering how Anith Fitriah and Nik Afezal will get through the obstacles for being together forever. Plus, actually I was expecting that the story was about Anith Fitriah and Ehsan yang telah berkahwin dan bercerai kemudian baru mereka realized that they falling in love with each other. Sebab mereka pernah tinggal sebumbung tapi selalu bergaduh. Tapi rupa-rupanya mereka bergaduh sampai penghujung cerita and tak fall in love langsung which make me interested to continue to read because the stories is unpredictable and I suka bila dorang bergaduh. Huh?! Bravo for the writer! Hehehe :D

       Also I salute and geram at the same time wif Anith Fitriah sebab tak reti-reti nak move on even dia dapat tahu yang boyfriend dia dah tak ada and sanggup tunggu boyfriend dia yang dah 'mati' tu sampai 3 tahun which end up worthless. Like wow! 3 tahun derr~ Hoping that i wouldn't be like that sebab pernah jadi macam Anith Fitriah. We just cant simply move on. I feel you girl ;)

       So kalau nak tahu si Anith Fitriah nie end up kahwin dengan siapa silalah beli novel nie di mana-mana bookstore berdekatan. Even mukasurat dia beribu ribu ribu.. but it's worth! Bacalah! Woahhh! Promote sakan gittewww~ tp nie bukan entry berbayar ea. Cuma nak share something good and worth reading ;)

Well, I should sleep now or else ada mata panda tumbuh kat muka nie. Mornight and take care guys! xoxo

01 07 13 -----> TARIKH KERAMAT !!

OMGucci !! OMGucci !! what to do?? what to do ??

Final tinggal sebulan.. keje baru separuh jalan. Itu pun slow motion. SELOWWWWW mcm kura-kura dimutantkan dengan siput. Wuargh !!!! Seriously cuak gilaaaaa!! Cuak cuak pun kerja still tak jalan jugak. Sebab otak seriously dah tepu gilaaaa.. no idea.. no booster.. totally blank and nothing! Paling frust bila kerja dari 1st week still tak proceed and then kene pulak buat development that supposedly start like ages ago. *Heavy sigh*

There's still a long way to go.. sebab sekarang nie progress baru sampai sketches which is too slow and no more time on sketches anymore but still my lecturer want us to do more in development before proceed to the next stage which is to digitalize all the sketches and on screen. Flyers, banners, bunting tak design lagiiiii!!

Letterhead, goodies even the most important thing is LABELLING and PACKAGING pun still tak proceed lagiiiii.. !!!!!! seriously frust sampai dah nak muntah darah buat skecthes. Wuargh !!! Sumpah nak nangesssss   tepi air terjun! eh?!

Dah la berangan nak shoot product laaa then baru nak buat flyers. Mana ada masa weyh!! tak sempattt! nak tak nak kene buat design biasa je. oh gosh! :'(

Oh you guys kalau free on that day nanti datangla showcase kitorang kat Puncak Alam okay. Yes, the venue at Puncak Alam je di DK500.  I know the venue is a bit lame but we've no time to find a better place. Susah nak angkut barang nnt. So we should be grateful sbb still ada tempat nak buat degree show. Wish us luck!



To my dear lil brother A. I hope you're safe right now. take care of yourself and dont get close to any harmful place. Sorry if kakak selalu membebel but your safety is priority. 

what a stressful semester!!

believe me..

dlm banyak2 sem yg aku lalui

sem nie yang paling worst..

ermm maybe sebab aku teradvance kot masuk degree nie

so that i never going through the hardest part in diploma

n sebab tu la kot jd camni

but seriously ehh..

im not the type of person that easily to cry

bcoz of study..

even sesusah mne skliponn

sebab aku pelik..nape nk nanges?

juz move on and try to solve slowly la kann

bcoz crying can't solve anything!

it's just the way for you to expressed your feeling :)

oh! maybe korang nanges sebab...

korang stress??

oh okay..acceptable reason :)

nanges laa nanges laa nangeslaaa puas2

tp jgn nanges sampai xwat kje lgsung dh laa

hahahaha :D

weyy..aku tgh stress nie..

keje banyak gilaaaaaaaa

kalah gunung Everest! (hiperbola)

sampai aku xtwu nk start keje yang mana satu

badan pon dah sakit2 sengal2 dh nie

akibat tido x tentu..

orang tido aku berjaga..

orang berjaga aku baru nk tido

tu pon x lena..my works always bcome a nightmares in my sleep

haih!! kan best ada kerusi urut Ogawa kt bilik nie.. -___-"

dah la sem nie..

sume kelas nak pagi..start 8.30 a.m

except esok..kelas Mandarin pukul 2 ptg

but still penat gak..

Isnin malam kene buat assignment for BeL

Selasa malam buat assignment for minor- Footwear

Rabu malam buat assignment for Copywriting

Khamis malam buat assignment for Illustration and Media Applications

cant u see....

i got a toughest day on Friday..

both subjects are really heavy n need my fully attention

hurmmm..seriously susah! :(

ermm this is not my desk

which is supposedly to be like this..hehe

but im not the hardworker type and smart student to done all this

so my desk just full wif makeup stuff

ngeeeeee~ :D

this week!

i've to finish up all the final assignments

given by my lecturers couple months ago..

which still not yet done!

semalam (Saturday) ingatkan dapat la rest satu hari

free of assignment for awhile

n of course kne gak wat as8ment tu

but then my group for Media Application

need to renew our design coz it's not suitable for our application

hurmmm... siyes xsenang nk tido

satu hari suntuk buat..

pukul 7 pg aku tido semalam..

but still xsiap gak..ssh laa nk guna Adobe Flash

i need a senior or someone to guide me

pleaseeeeee.... :(

HOMEWORK :

• Sketches for Copywriting ( semi-comp, comprehensive)
• Sketches for Illustration (superhero in Ai)
• Media Application..of course!
• outline Bel for presentation..
• Footwear - final sketches, board, illustration, last

see ya in the next entry..

tu pon kalo rajen.. haha!

toodles! ;)

~ xoxo

lovenotes : i cried once again bie..coz i really need u right now..pls gve me ur strength bie.. i donno who else i cud rely on except u.. LMU :'(

ibarat tornado menyerang hurricane..

so everything will going to be disaster laaaaaa if volcano nk serang hurricane..gilaa ape..msing2 dh sama2 hebat nk maen serang2 lg..kesian la kt manusia yg jd mangsa niey..haihh laaa..nk maen perang2 pown sila g maen jauh2 okayy...hamba nk bersemadi di dunia ini dgn aman..tq!

hahaha..merepek di mlm hari..xpela kalo nk merepek di mlm hari..tgh2 mlm je xley nnt ade bnde yg dok join skli..nnt kwn kpd kwn sye pown nk join jgak..alaa yg suke pakai bju putih berbungkus2 tuuu..xpown yg rambut dye panjang mengurai ikal mayang mcm mayang x pakai sari..msti korg knal kann.. kn cik sopan kan3 ?? ooppssyyy..fuhh kanan fuhh kiri hamba tumpang lalu ea cik sopan..tq!

okay stop!! alya..ko kalo dh melalut mmg susah nk kembali ke pangkal jalan sbb ko suke sesat smpy ke pangkalan..pangkalan mne ?? ntah! tnye pakcek google pangkalan ape yg plg dekat kt kedah niey..ley gak aku dok tinjau ape yg best kt pangkalan tu..pangkalan data pown smart gak..ley msuk laptop then belasah sume virus2 yg dilaknat dlm laptop niey..adoyaiii..patutla laptop aku dh heavy pdhal doc sket je pownn..kuman virus dh merebak upenye..cian laptop aku muda2 lg dh kne serang virus..nseb bek bkn virus HIV or h+satu+n+satu ke! ish3..mmg xsentuh laptop la aku jawabnye..xpe my dear lappy..nnt kte g mkn ubat kapersky okayy ;)

enough enough ENOUGHHHH!!! korg taw x aku tgh tensiyonnn tahap babun skrg nie..babun pown xpndai tensiyon2 cm aku..dye cool je..relax je..ahhh blah la ko babun..ade aku kesah ??? ko mne pnh ade mslh..yg ko twu bgun tido pstu crik mkn pstu tdo blk..bkn nk g wat keje ke..as8mnent ke..stdy ke..sbb tu ko xpena nk tensiyonn kan3 ??? (ah sudahh..lepaskn kt babun lak..sorry mr.babun) haihhh laaaaa....

my BEL disaster..CTU pown disaster gak sbb soklan kua dr landasan pembacaan sye semalaman smpy kul 6 pg bru tido..n yg plg penting n plg tdk sye jangkakan dr jangkaan sye selama begelar part 3 student niey ialahhh.....jeng jeng jeng....(booooooo....bosan!) subject PHOTOGRAPHY sye pown bakal disaster jugakkkk....wuarghhh!!!!!

at first okay je kowt..sbb sume photo2 yg bru dicuci tu aku tros mount n frame kan dye gne mounting board..then dh siap dikemaskinikn aku tros letak sume gmbr2 sye di bawah tilam sbb xnk bg rosak n tercemar..aku sgt sayang gmbr2 tu sbb kualiti dye bgus n gmbr nya pown cantek n terang..susah nk dpt kualiti gmbr cmtu (sbb bkn aku yg pgy cuci sndri). tp.....slh satu gmbr tlh abes rosak jahanam mcm patut kne tanam idop2 je..yg plg seday gmbr tu nk rosak last minute plk pdhal dh nk kne submit kt lec lg satu jam je..xkn nk g cuci blk kowttt..dwet plk dh tggl habuk..habuk pown lg berat dr dwet..

bising punya bising punya adela sket nk rasa cm dh nk gve up n rse nk atr je yg rosak tu then esk bwu cuci yg baru..muncul la pulak heroin2 sye niey...dgn bangge nye sye ckp mereka adlh roomate saye..dorg yg tlg solve kn mslh yg membelnggu kpale otak niey..neesha n ann suro print je kt libry ats photo paper..mmg la boleh tp hasilnye x memuaskn..tp nk wat cmne lg kan..aku dgn muke yg masih mengantuk dan blur gilaa nk watpe hanya mengkut arahan heroin2 niey utk bergegas ke libry..fine3!! aku pgy la niey..

sesampai di libry ditemankn oleh neesha yg suddnly baek hati..(terharu aku wok) ngeee~ aku pown try la repair blk mne yg patut..cover ngn mounting board yg baru..sob sob geram aku sbb dh lawa2 dh aku wat ngade2 lak dye nk rosak..aku sekeh stgi kang twulaa...but ape2 pown credit to neesha n ann yg tlg menyelamatkn keadaan..dh lme x rse gelabah cm td..lari sepantas mgkin..cm last sem yg mmg totally fully gelabah spjang sem..i miss that moment!! ouhh lupe lak..crdit also to ana yg tlg menyaksikan drama sebabak kt blk td..aku tdo je ko dh blk..sayonaraaa~ ;)

inilah aku tgh tensiyonn. comel kan? hehe ;D

*mse aku tgh crik gmbr tnsion drp pakcek google skli betol2 kua gmbr babun daaa..lawak jerk!